Let You Go !

Hey ,

How are you ?

Today is the 4th Month and 23 days that u have been gone from me .

In these few months ,

I was trying so hard to keep myself away from you .

Tried so hard not to contact you ...

Tried so hard to let go of u ...

In those few months ,

I've done a lot of things to make myself feel better .

I clubbed , I drunk , I took pills , and I even slept with others .

But at last I realized , 

You are still in my heart .

I couldn't let go of you !

I'm so addicted on you !

I was living like Zombie for passed few months .

I've texted u and told not to contact me anymore .

I'm so sorry that I'm being so cruel to you .

But this is the only way for me to feel better .

At least I can assume that you won't be exist in my life anymore . 

We have been attached for 2 years .

Thanks for everything that u gave to me ...

Those memories between us keep on replay in my mind ...

Everything are still very fresh and clear in my mind .

You know what ?

I never thought of we will be apart from each other ...

But now , we have been apart from each other .

You brought me the sweetest memories to me ...

How I wish I could delete those scenes from my memory .

Those memories seems like torturing me everyday .

You're all I got ...

I MISS YOU !